So normal school ended last Friday for me, and here is the only week i have off until friggin summer school. *sigh, my baby and my best friend are moving to Tennessee I believe tomorrow or today. so this is sort of the downfall of the month that I haven't been looking forward to since basically the beginning of my second semester.
Less than 2 weeks is my B-day!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe how time friggin flies, I'm going to be 17, only one year away from legally being an adult, my god that is so hard to believe.
It feels like I've just begun my life not too long ago, but i've learned so much in such a little amount of time. And next year will be my senior year, *sigh, a really hectic year though, at least for me it will be.
I also can't believe that's half of the year is already gone, but at the same time, so many things have happened that it feels like such a long time.
It's so weird to look into the future, I always think about my future, I always think about how things will be, how I will look like, what I will be doing, and the future is coming quickly...
Well right now I'm going to worry about summer school, *yet another summer of it*, then meanwhile getting a job, making my dad finally take me to get my damn permit, and of course, I don't care what my dad says, once i get my job i NEED to pay him back for summer school, because it made me feel like shit when he had to pay that much for my mistake, and that's bullshit...
well ppl, welcome to Summer, i hope we all have a good summer this year, i pray to God we do :)
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
ooooh, ADD can get to ME LOL
wow, it's been a long ass time, hahaha. At least it feels like it, these past weeks have been pretty long. But June itself is going by pretty quickly for me. I have only a week of school left, THANK GOD!!!!! But then i start the dreaded friggin summer school, for the classes that i have to make up to graduate. It sucks though, for the past like 3 or 4 summers i haven't had a summer vacation, but hey, that's my fault :(.
N E wayz, the trip to Bolivia was postponed, my mother doesn't seem to be in a decisive state of mind yet, i guess she either wants to really come here instead of us going there, and i think its getting to her. so to avoid a week of drama instead of a vacation, we decided to wait till next year, see what happens.
I saw my friends and my baby this past weekend finally. only about 2 weeks b4 they move on to TN :(. I got to catch up with my friend Jorge, and analyze with that backstabber Jason. whatever, i wasn't going to let Jason ruin that weekend, I was in no mood to argue with anyone, just enjoy myself.
It seems that my baby will visit me time to time when she is away. at least that will make it easier then seeing her Yearly :S. I failed to mention that we took a break not too long ago, and a break was all it was, but eventually we are back together again, and it's better than ever. I guess sometimes there is a need for a break.
I'm really kind of wondering what i want to do with my life...I mean next year is my senior year, and I want to do so many things still, maybe next year I'll decide once and for all what I want, but who knows, it could go on even after that year.
N E wayz, the trip to Bolivia was postponed, my mother doesn't seem to be in a decisive state of mind yet, i guess she either wants to really come here instead of us going there, and i think its getting to her. so to avoid a week of drama instead of a vacation, we decided to wait till next year, see what happens.
I saw my friends and my baby this past weekend finally. only about 2 weeks b4 they move on to TN :(. I got to catch up with my friend Jorge, and analyze with that backstabber Jason. whatever, i wasn't going to let Jason ruin that weekend, I was in no mood to argue with anyone, just enjoy myself.
It seems that my baby will visit me time to time when she is away. at least that will make it easier then seeing her Yearly :S. I failed to mention that we took a break not too long ago, and a break was all it was, but eventually we are back together again, and it's better than ever. I guess sometimes there is a need for a break.
I'm really kind of wondering what i want to do with my life...I mean next year is my senior year, and I want to do so many things still, maybe next year I'll decide once and for all what I want, but who knows, it could go on even after that year.
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