Can You Say, The Beginning of The Terminator Era? LOL

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Looks like we ARE going have robots as real people in the future, eww scary huh?

SOOOOOOO

Wow talk about a countdown, only about 2 days left till thursday and I'm friggin excited as hell. I haven't been to the beach in years, (no really I haven't, LOL)

I know I'm going to miss my dad and gabriel though, I wish that they could have come 2, but money is tight and my dad is way too busy at the moment. He's worried about him getting a job and not being able to see me. Thats only one of his worries, I don't think he wanted it to be the same like his job before, where he would go at about 7 am and come back at 11pm, only to see me near falling asleep or in my room, starving. And he hated the fact that he wasn't there for me all day, and i understand completely.
And hopefully my baby can come at the end of this month, I hope that I could see her, it would rejuvenate me completely, just to see those beautiful eyes of hers again.

I haven't talked to my mother in a while, and to think that this trip to Florida was originally planned to see her. Which brings me to remember a dream that I had last night...
Me and my family were in Bolivia, all of us were kneeled down on the benches of a church. The altar where the crucifix was and all the candles was silver, and to the left of the altar and the church was a screen door. Once you opened that screen door there was nothing but water, BLUE water, it was a huge ocean, almost like it was a floating church. And then for some reason I remember being in a place full of these huge stones, almost like a Ruin, wow it was a strange dream indeed...

Well I'm not sure if I will update anytime sooner then Thursday, I need to pack and all that shigady, got my pic ID :D , and I got my birth certificate, sooooo I"M READY TO GIT R DONE!

Looking up when life pulls you down

Seems to me that so far this summer defintely hasn't been one of the great ones. I'd rather go back to spring when I had everything intact, and so did my family. Something my father always has about him though, he is always positive, even when the world seems to be pressing down against his shoulders, even when it seems like there isn't a way out of a situation. And here I feel negative about things, I've branded my negativity quite possibly from my mother. She was a very negative person, and she always had something to worry about. I am learning though, at least trying to, I'm learning so much from dad sometimes. He has ways of comparing situations to other things so people could understand him. And he has been through so much, yet the problems are still coming at him. Still, he worries about his children, so much, I admire that about him, he has NEVER been selfish, one day I want to be like him. As long as I keep listening and learning from his great words of wisdom I'm sure it won't be a hard task...

Another day pokes out, I feel myself rotting in my room like a peeled banana left outside. I've been playing with my gamecube again LOL, and unbelievably I've managed to play for alot more hours then just one. I'm trying to enjoy my vacation, I really am...and I defintely don't mind some rest from school, but I want to get this over with, I want to get my high school diploma and feel that feeling of accomplishing something, because I haven't had that feeling in so long. Maybe it's this anxiousness to get it over with that is killing me, because I know I'm in for a work filled enviroment next year.

Well I guess I'm off to the pool now with my dad, (should be worrying about a job in my opinion) but it wouldn't hurt to chill out for a while. Hope bloggers everywhere have a great day! Bye For Now


P.S. See, that was less than a week for an update! aren't you proud of me?!?!? :)

oooooo, SHIGADY Sticks! *random thought 2

Wow, another random thought that has brought me to think...

How come some people never learn without them having to go through it first? Like say, I"m a dad and I'm talking to my son. And I say to him "son, never do drugs" and he goes off and does it anyway, because he wants to know what its like.
With me in this case, I have heard so many stories from my sisters, and even my own father. And trust me I'm never going to do drugs, or even smoke a cig for that matter. What has stopped me you ask? Well, I have learned enough from the stories and from what they have told me. Im so grateful in that aspect, plus alot of ppl near me in my school do that stuff, but they are all morons LOL. N e wayz, what I'm trying to get at I guess is, speak to your children, tell them about your mistakes in life, trust me we listen, it just depends on how many stories you have for us to remember not to make a mistake like those.

ANYWAYZ, LOL, I had an extremely action packed dream last night, it was such a great story, I wish I could remember every aspect of the dream, but all I know was that is was so action packed, it was like a jackie chan movie, LOL. I swear one day I want to create video games, if not, maybe even be a writer like bookwise or for a movie company. I'm so grateful that I haven't lost my imagination yet, I thought after all these years of growing up, and letting my imagination lay to rest that it would cease to exist. But yet here it is still lingering in my mind, in dreams and in my writings. I appreciate it so much, because I know I could go far in life with it. I just have to aim for one thing, and GIT-R-DONE!! LOL

next week!!!!! FLOOOOOOOORIIIIIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D

Yaaay!!!

WEEEEELLLL, summer school is over tomorrow!!!! I can't wait till I can sleep in finally...My teacher was letting us figure out our own grades, with the final exam included. And the final exam is only 20% of our grade, and I thought it was like 90% LOL. So that means, at least for me, that I can get a 15% on the final exam but still pass with a 65 :):):). Right now I have a C+ lets hope it stays that way if not go up!
Now the other problem though (seriously if it isn't one thing its the other) that my school called my dad saying that they haven't cashed the check yet, the $425 for summer school that is. They called us because they realized that the account that we had given the check to them in was closed, my dad closed that account a month after he gave them the check and opened up a new one. So who's fault is it ppl? My school waited 2 months to cash in a check, and now I'm worrying my ass off that they might not even give me that credit that I friggin earned. Because now my dad is out of a job again, because he quit the one he was already trying to get. (LONG STORY)

BLAH, well good thing is that it's August which means not too long from now I"m going to FLORIDA !!!!!!! July was slow and painful but I got through thankfully.
WOW and this month me and Zulen celebrate our year anniversary! holy shit, time can go by so fast sometimes...
And to anybody that reads my blog, I know that I have been slacking lately, partly due to summer school and shigady, but I know I'll be bored and have more time now, so nobody has to wait that friggin long till my next post LOL, well peace out for now ppl