Hello everybody, I got the GTA: San Andreas game from my beloved friend and girlfriend lol. and it's 2 player!!!! so vani or skika if you guys ever come over we can create gangs and kill everybody freely together! lmao. n e wayz, i got a new computer desk that i'm really happy about. It fits my room more than the other one did I believe. and I actually have a spot to do my homework besides the crappy floppiness of my bed lol.
I hope everybody likes this new background, I actually made it myself (the background). I found a way to change the background of your templates, (now that i'm in the website mastering computer class in school).
My internet wasn't working again, and once again I had to teach my uncle how to restart the damn router if it doesn't work. yet again he still doesn't either get it, or he doesn't care lmao.
I've been thinking about a few things alot lately. Maybe when I feel like i'm in a writing mood I can write out for the blog, i'm just too not unhappy right now LMAO. And its already FalL! my favorite time of the year, not so cold, and not so hot, just friggin perfect :) I can't wait to wear my winter clothes again, because my summer clothes got old, lol. well i'm going back to playing Grand Theft Auto again, TIME TO CLIP DEEZ FOOL'S
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Friday, September 23, 2005
Still another day...
I love it, i love the peace at night. Only problem is I have to wake up early in the morning for school :( . But thank God, I've been doing really good in school so far. But enough about school, I hate school yet I talk about it so much, lol.
Damn do I love music. I don't know why music is so great for me, it can change my moods so easily, give me the right song and I can change my mood in an instant. I bought a video game, it lets you produce your own songs, by putting together beats and melodies. I figure, if anything goes wrong in the computer, or video game goals, maybe I'll become a music producer. I dont care what genre it is, music is music. Only reason I don't like country is because the music doesn't intrigue me, I don't feel the same rhythm I do with rock, or rap, or trance, or anything else. I always listen for the melodies and beats first. My thing is, if I only wanted to listen to the lyrics of a song, I might as well go online and read a poem, same shit. But if a song has good rhythm and lyrics I think that makes a great song. Some of the songs I listen to, I only listen because I like the beats or the melodies lmao, I don't know why I just do, I don't really care what they say haha.
And I can't believe another Hurricane is hitting the gulf coast. I mean really, what did those people do that mother nature is punishing them so severly for? And of course with this hurricane, it means that gas refineries will shut down again, which means the already bullshit gas prices will go up again. Maybe they weren't ment to be kept under a 3 dollars anymore.
I would type more, but I must go to sleep before i become a zombie tomorrow LMAO! I hope everyone is doing good, including my sisters and my baby I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! hehe
Good night....CUERVO has been drunk out of lol.
Damn do I love music. I don't know why music is so great for me, it can change my moods so easily, give me the right song and I can change my mood in an instant. I bought a video game, it lets you produce your own songs, by putting together beats and melodies. I figure, if anything goes wrong in the computer, or video game goals, maybe I'll become a music producer. I dont care what genre it is, music is music. Only reason I don't like country is because the music doesn't intrigue me, I don't feel the same rhythm I do with rock, or rap, or trance, or anything else. I always listen for the melodies and beats first. My thing is, if I only wanted to listen to the lyrics of a song, I might as well go online and read a poem, same shit. But if a song has good rhythm and lyrics I think that makes a great song. Some of the songs I listen to, I only listen because I like the beats or the melodies lmao, I don't know why I just do, I don't really care what they say haha.
And I can't believe another Hurricane is hitting the gulf coast. I mean really, what did those people do that mother nature is punishing them so severly for? And of course with this hurricane, it means that gas refineries will shut down again, which means the already bullshit gas prices will go up again. Maybe they weren't ment to be kept under a 3 dollars anymore.
I would type more, but I must go to sleep before i become a zombie tomorrow LMAO! I hope everyone is doing good, including my sisters and my baby I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! hehe
Good night....CUERVO has been drunk out of lol.
Monday, September 19, 2005
Today...
Well I've been practicing my website skills so much lately. And I love the fact that there is a job for that lol. I couldn't go to night school this semester unfortunately, money was not a factor, but transportation was defintely one. Even my baby offered to pay for my taxi for night school, but it would be $40 a week and I couldn't do that to her knowing she has to save money. So instead I want to get a job, save some money for school. Now I have to take night school next semester and summer school. I wont like it, but I have to do it.
This year so far has been rather calm. No one is creating drama in which they would try to sabotage my school year. I believe many people in my school year have matured and are only looking to make friends, but there are still the underclassmen, lol. Well...I better get ready for school, don't want to be late
Hope you like the new video, remember anybody can request a song through my comments or through the chatterbox, otherwise its my choice, LIKE NOW lol.
HOPE YOU LIKE THE NEW LOOK!
This year so far has been rather calm. No one is creating drama in which they would try to sabotage my school year. I believe many people in my school year have matured and are only looking to make friends, but there are still the underclassmen, lol. Well...I better get ready for school, don't want to be late
Hope you like the new video, remember anybody can request a song through my comments or through the chatterbox, otherwise its my choice, LIKE NOW lol.
HOPE YOU LIKE THE NEW LOOK!
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Music Videos
If anybody hasn't noticed yet, I change my music videos everyday. Right now it's Under The Bridge By: The Red Hot Chili Peppers
So if you have any requests you can just tell me through my comments or through the chatterbox, hopefully I can find that song. Just give me the artist and the song. :D
So if you have any requests you can just tell me through my comments or through the chatterbox, hopefully I can find that song. Just give me the artist and the song. :D
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
101 things about me :)
So I can't really sleep tonight. I'm so bored I could shoot my foot and start laughing, lol. Tonight I decided to do something different, I'm going to write 101 things about me :). My sister has participated in it, and a girl named christina from the fellow blogging world. I'm interested to see what some of you might think. I mean I've known my sisters for a while, lets see if they really know me... hehehehhehehehehehehe, Since I'm only 17, unlike you old farts it will be a much shorter time span i guess lol...Ok, time to start
1.) My full name is Jose Michael Terrazas
2.) Supposedly my mother named me after a soap star from the late 80's(middle name) lol and my dad named me after him and his grandfather(first name).
3.) I was born in Fairfax, Virginia in Fairfax Hospital on July 2nd, 1988
4.) I was told I was born at around 2 am, or sometime in the morning lol.
5.) I went to Annandale Elementary from Kindergarden to 3rd grade.
6.) In Kindergarden a red haired girl tried to kiss me on the first day of school and I fell over on my seat because I was escaping from her, hahaha.
7.) I had my first kiss with a girl named Megan when I was only 5 years old :) ( it was a sloppy one too).
8.) Uhh lets see, in 1st grade I got caught with my pants down with another student (talk about embarassing).
9.) In 2nd grade I had the best teacher in the world Ms. Jackson. To this day she is my most favorite teacher of all.
10.) The city that I lived in, Annandale. Inhabited the strangest people in the world. lol
11.) So after Annandale me and my family moved to Centreville, Virginia.
12.) I went to Centreville Elementary from 4th-6th grade.
13.) I never liked 4th or 5th grade, in fact I hated it, I felt like I was an outcast during those years :( .
14.) I remember not having any friends, and I used to cry myself to sleep
15.) That was until the end of 6th grade...
16.) in 6th grade my teacher thought I had a mental problem.
17.) so she made me do these tests that determined if I was insane or not lol.
18.) Eventually I was not insane, and she viewed the results of the tests and she thought that I lied on the test...
19.) They wanted to put me in ESOL classes because I was hispanic. Even though I knew more english than spanish.
20.)Well eventually I moved on to 7th grade (middle School)
21.) For the first few months of 7th grade I attended Rocky Run Middle School.
22.) I hated that school with a passion, because everyone that hated me from elementary was there, and I was in the same situation.
23.) at around this time my sister caroline introduced me to Eminem.
24.) since then i have listened to music
25.) and today, I LOVE music, any type of music, I don't care, (cept country) lol.
26.) The rest of 7th grade I attended Marstellar Middle School...
27.)This was my changing point, this is where I started to become more social and intouch with myself
28.) I had one of my first fights in 7th grade, against this humongous fatso who was jealous of me because his girlfriend liked me. He pounded the shit out of me, and I told no one...
29.) the beginning of 8th grade I was still at Marstellar Middle
30.) near the end of the time I was there I got into another fight.
31.) his name was Brandon, and he thought I was easy to pick on.
32.) he punched me several times i started bleeding on my lip, so I gathered my strength and pushed him out of the way. I never saw him again...
33.) Since that day I vowed never to lose a fight again, I had to swear it on myself, it would become one of the only things I have accomplished in school, lol.
34.) I have never been on the honor roll, I have never more than 30% of my homework, blah.
35.) n e wayz, I attended Key middle school for the rest of 8th grade.
36.) it was here that I changed once again... maybe for the better...not sure...
37.) oh yes before I forget, I have never been pushed to my ultimate anger, I have an extremely high tolerance to anger, I don't know why that is, sometimes it seems I can never get mad.
38.) 9th-10th grade I attended Robert E. Lee High school
39.) here I met my best friend Jorge,( we have never fought even to this day).
40.) it was also in my freshman year that I met my current girlfriend
41.) who happens to be my best friend's sister lol. and is a year older than me.
42.) but we didn't go out till last year, ( will tell later on) lol.
43.)now 10th grade.
44.) wow
45.) uh summer of that year i uh, met up with my friend from manassas. her name was kelly P.
46.) wow, that's all i will say
47.) n e wayz, 10 th grade
48.) by this time I think I have changed drastically from who I orginally was.
49.) I started gelling my hair, worrying my looks and of course GIRLS!
50.) It was by now that I asked out my current girlfriend for the first time.
51.) after a day, she broke up with me because she felt she didn't know me so well. lol
52.) so instead I went out with another girl named Janet
53.) and at this time we were going out with different people, and things were awkward lol
54.) middle of tenth grade
55.) I got into another fight once again...
56.) this time with this guy named David
57.) we started pushing each other playfully until it got out of hand.
58.) at this point I remembered my self "oath" and I wouldn't let this bastard beat me.
59.) so I pushed him into the wall and kept him there until these kids broke up the fight.
60.) he wanted revenge.
61.) so one day
62.) me and my friend jorge were in the hallways after lunch
63.) David came up to me and jorge with his fat friend Raul or something
64.) David wanted another fight
65.) at first I refused, I refused to fight over stupid shit
66.) but the bastard tested my patience by pushing me repeatedly
67.) So i grabbed him by his neck and slammed him againist the locker
68.) "watch who the fuck you mess with david" the asshole was civilized afterwards
69.) finally the year ended.
70.) sadly I moved away from good ol' Springfield and moved to where I am now
71.) Gainesville
72.) by this time my sisters have moved out, and I missed them so damn much for a while.
73.) then I started getting used to the loneliness
74.) but at least I still get to see them :)
75.) Summer school started
76.) in summer school I was offered to be in a gang more than 5 times
77.) but i actually used my fuckin brain and said "naw man, I'm cool" lol
78.) and so from 11th grade to now (12th grade) I attend Battlefield High
79.) lots of preps and "gangsters" are scarce lol
80.) yet feared by the rich white ppl, mwhahahaha
81.) ahh yes, August 27th 2004, I started going out with my baby!
82.) :D :D
83.) " will you go out with a skinny bolivian that loves you " hehehehehe ;)
84.) when I first entered Battlefield I thought "I'm going to turn into a fuckin prep"
85.) barely any hispanic ppl
86.) I met lots and lots of ppl though
87.) when it rains it pours, and once I was going out with someone all these girls started friggin liking me
88.) But I know how to handle them ;)
89.) by now I have written lots of my writings
90.) I wanted to become a video game creator, if not a music producer
91.) I even made my own video games
92.) characters, levels, storyboard ETC...
93.) N e wayz I really screw up my junior year unfortunately
94.) now I'm in a rut
95.) I currently am still with my baby
96.) I love music and computers and I barely have time for the internet
97.) I do play sports, (in fact I was in team my junior year, BSS)
98.) a girl named Rachel kissed me in the locker rooms after I got injured, but I backed away cuz i didn't like her.
99.)my favorite color is blue
100.) i did some code for my sisters and my babies templates lol
101.) and finally, I"M A SENIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2006 BITCHES!!!!!!!
Hoped you enjoyed my 101 things. I don't think I included everything in my life, but I defintely did most of it.
1.) My full name is Jose Michael Terrazas
2.) Supposedly my mother named me after a soap star from the late 80's(middle name) lol and my dad named me after him and his grandfather(first name).
3.) I was born in Fairfax, Virginia in Fairfax Hospital on July 2nd, 1988
4.) I was told I was born at around 2 am, or sometime in the morning lol.
5.) I went to Annandale Elementary from Kindergarden to 3rd grade.
6.) In Kindergarden a red haired girl tried to kiss me on the first day of school and I fell over on my seat because I was escaping from her, hahaha.
7.) I had my first kiss with a girl named Megan when I was only 5 years old :) ( it was a sloppy one too).
8.) Uhh lets see, in 1st grade I got caught with my pants down with another student (talk about embarassing).
9.) In 2nd grade I had the best teacher in the world Ms. Jackson. To this day she is my most favorite teacher of all.
10.) The city that I lived in, Annandale. Inhabited the strangest people in the world. lol
11.) So after Annandale me and my family moved to Centreville, Virginia.
12.) I went to Centreville Elementary from 4th-6th grade.
13.) I never liked 4th or 5th grade, in fact I hated it, I felt like I was an outcast during those years :( .
14.) I remember not having any friends, and I used to cry myself to sleep
15.) That was until the end of 6th grade...
16.) in 6th grade my teacher thought I had a mental problem.
17.) so she made me do these tests that determined if I was insane or not lol.
18.) Eventually I was not insane, and she viewed the results of the tests and she thought that I lied on the test...
19.) They wanted to put me in ESOL classes because I was hispanic. Even though I knew more english than spanish.
20.)Well eventually I moved on to 7th grade (middle School)
21.) For the first few months of 7th grade I attended Rocky Run Middle School.
22.) I hated that school with a passion, because everyone that hated me from elementary was there, and I was in the same situation.
23.) at around this time my sister caroline introduced me to Eminem.
24.) since then i have listened to music
25.) and today, I LOVE music, any type of music, I don't care, (cept country) lol.
26.) The rest of 7th grade I attended Marstellar Middle School...
27.)This was my changing point, this is where I started to become more social and intouch with myself
28.) I had one of my first fights in 7th grade, against this humongous fatso who was jealous of me because his girlfriend liked me. He pounded the shit out of me, and I told no one...
29.) the beginning of 8th grade I was still at Marstellar Middle
30.) near the end of the time I was there I got into another fight.
31.) his name was Brandon, and he thought I was easy to pick on.
32.) he punched me several times i started bleeding on my lip, so I gathered my strength and pushed him out of the way. I never saw him again...
33.) Since that day I vowed never to lose a fight again, I had to swear it on myself, it would become one of the only things I have accomplished in school, lol.
34.) I have never been on the honor roll, I have never more than 30% of my homework, blah.
35.) n e wayz, I attended Key middle school for the rest of 8th grade.
36.) it was here that I changed once again... maybe for the better...not sure...
37.) oh yes before I forget, I have never been pushed to my ultimate anger, I have an extremely high tolerance to anger, I don't know why that is, sometimes it seems I can never get mad.
38.) 9th-10th grade I attended Robert E. Lee High school
39.) here I met my best friend Jorge,( we have never fought even to this day).
40.) it was also in my freshman year that I met my current girlfriend
41.) who happens to be my best friend's sister lol. and is a year older than me.
42.) but we didn't go out till last year, ( will tell later on) lol.
43.)now 10th grade.
44.) wow
45.) uh summer of that year i uh, met up with my friend from manassas. her name was kelly P.
46.) wow, that's all i will say
47.) n e wayz, 10 th grade
48.) by this time I think I have changed drastically from who I orginally was.
49.) I started gelling my hair, worrying my looks and of course GIRLS!
50.) It was by now that I asked out my current girlfriend for the first time.
51.) after a day, she broke up with me because she felt she didn't know me so well. lol
52.) so instead I went out with another girl named Janet
53.) and at this time we were going out with different people, and things were awkward lol
54.) middle of tenth grade
55.) I got into another fight once again...
56.) this time with this guy named David
57.) we started pushing each other playfully until it got out of hand.
58.) at this point I remembered my self "oath" and I wouldn't let this bastard beat me.
59.) so I pushed him into the wall and kept him there until these kids broke up the fight.
60.) he wanted revenge.
61.) so one day
62.) me and my friend jorge were in the hallways after lunch
63.) David came up to me and jorge with his fat friend Raul or something
64.) David wanted another fight
65.) at first I refused, I refused to fight over stupid shit
66.) but the bastard tested my patience by pushing me repeatedly
67.) So i grabbed him by his neck and slammed him againist the locker
68.) "watch who the fuck you mess with david" the asshole was civilized afterwards
69.) finally the year ended.
70.) sadly I moved away from good ol' Springfield and moved to where I am now
71.) Gainesville
72.) by this time my sisters have moved out, and I missed them so damn much for a while.
73.) then I started getting used to the loneliness
74.) but at least I still get to see them :)
75.) Summer school started
76.) in summer school I was offered to be in a gang more than 5 times
77.) but i actually used my fuckin brain and said "naw man, I'm cool" lol
78.) and so from 11th grade to now (12th grade) I attend Battlefield High
79.) lots of preps and "gangsters" are scarce lol
80.) yet feared by the rich white ppl, mwhahahaha
81.) ahh yes, August 27th 2004, I started going out with my baby!
82.) :D :D
83.) " will you go out with a skinny bolivian that loves you " hehehehehe ;)
84.) when I first entered Battlefield I thought "I'm going to turn into a fuckin prep"
85.) barely any hispanic ppl
86.) I met lots and lots of ppl though
87.) when it rains it pours, and once I was going out with someone all these girls started friggin liking me
88.) But I know how to handle them ;)
89.) by now I have written lots of my writings
90.) I wanted to become a video game creator, if not a music producer
91.) I even made my own video games
92.) characters, levels, storyboard ETC...
93.) N e wayz I really screw up my junior year unfortunately
94.) now I'm in a rut
95.) I currently am still with my baby
96.) I love music and computers and I barely have time for the internet
97.) I do play sports, (in fact I was in team my junior year, BSS)
98.) a girl named Rachel kissed me in the locker rooms after I got injured, but I backed away cuz i didn't like her.
99.)my favorite color is blue
100.) i did some code for my sisters and my babies templates lol
101.) and finally, I"M A SENIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2006 BITCHES!!!!!!!
Hoped you enjoyed my 101 things. I don't think I included everything in my life, but I defintely did most of it.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Dreaming of a reality so unreal
I dream all day I dream all night
I dream in my sleep, I dream when my eyes are open to the light
I dream of a life so unreal
Leaves me wondering if it is what I truly feel
Emancipate me from this reality
I do not want to be in its normality
Such dreams I want to come true
If only this life were to give me something new
Tell me my God, tell me what I need to become great
Tell me if my dreams will become my fate
I see things differently, my life has changed
this feeling of empty dreams leaves me enraged
But I do not only dream for myself
I do not only dream for a life of wealth
Maybe I dream for them too
Only you could know who
I see myself in the mirror now, before the reflection was crumbling with desire. There he is, the one who keeps my dreams alive, he is falling only to be kept alive. To witness his failures and his evil deeds. Tell me you who is he, tell me what is like to be me, say to me that I will find what needs to fulfilled. Words only help so much, don't enclose yourself anymore, give the support that I need, keep my thoughts worthy of being shown, keep them worthy of being written for everyone to see including me...So tell me you who is he, are there any dreams left for me?......
I dream in my sleep, I dream when my eyes are open to the light
I dream of a life so unreal
Leaves me wondering if it is what I truly feel
Emancipate me from this reality
I do not want to be in its normality
Such dreams I want to come true
If only this life were to give me something new
Tell me my God, tell me what I need to become great
Tell me if my dreams will become my fate
I see things differently, my life has changed
this feeling of empty dreams leaves me enraged
But I do not only dream for myself
I do not only dream for a life of wealth
Maybe I dream for them too
Only you could know who
I see myself in the mirror now, before the reflection was crumbling with desire. There he is, the one who keeps my dreams alive, he is falling only to be kept alive. To witness his failures and his evil deeds. Tell me you who is he, tell me what is like to be me, say to me that I will find what needs to fulfilled. Words only help so much, don't enclose yourself anymore, give the support that I need, keep my thoughts worthy of being shown, keep them worthy of being written for everyone to see including me...So tell me you who is he, are there any dreams left for me?......
Monday, September 05, 2005
Labor Day...
Well looky here, lol. Its my last day of freedom!!! nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Damn it man, oh well, i woke up at 12 pm today hahahaha, to celebrate my last day of course. My dad kept me in suspense a few days ago because he told me that my sister Vani, was supposed to find out whether the munchkin in her belly was going to be a girl or a boy. buuuuut nooooww, I have a few weeks, and thats deserves another noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! lol.
So my counselor gave me 3 options pretty much. Since I decided to goof off my junior year, lol. first option (the option I chose, or would like to) is to take 2 semesters of night school, and not have to take summer school, and pass all my other classes and i will have that beautiful diploma at the end of the year. Second option, take one semester of night school, and then take summer school, but problem with that is, i would graduate in August instead of June, and my summer will be taken away from me. And finally my 3rd and final option would be, to have an easy year, no night school, no summer school, and come back next year, basically i would be a junior again.
So I decided the first one, is going to hard of course, but so is everything life right? lol.
And unfortunately with night school I can't get a job, and night school is 325 dollars a piece, so we'll see what happens with that.
N e wayz, I had a good time this summer, other than summer school I think this was one of my good summers, of course there were some things that happened but you know I think Florida fixed that up nicely lol. Seeing that beautiful beach in front of you would make anyone forget about your problems.
And I chilled out with Cari on saturday. she rented million dollar baby and napoleon dynamite, we ate some tacos and saw napoleon dynamite, laughed our asses off (until she passed out lol) And then I saw million dollar baby on my own, that movie was crazy, I liked it, cept Clint eastwood needs to lay off the cigs, cuz his voice is raspier than sand paper hahaha.
Well, i'm off to wash my clothes and have a nice BBQ with my family for Labor day. Possibly go to the pool later on, for the last time of course :( . PEACE OUT
So my counselor gave me 3 options pretty much. Since I decided to goof off my junior year, lol. first option (the option I chose, or would like to) is to take 2 semesters of night school, and not have to take summer school, and pass all my other classes and i will have that beautiful diploma at the end of the year. Second option, take one semester of night school, and then take summer school, but problem with that is, i would graduate in August instead of June, and my summer will be taken away from me. And finally my 3rd and final option would be, to have an easy year, no night school, no summer school, and come back next year, basically i would be a junior again.
So I decided the first one, is going to hard of course, but so is everything life right? lol.
And unfortunately with night school I can't get a job, and night school is 325 dollars a piece, so we'll see what happens with that.
N e wayz, I had a good time this summer, other than summer school I think this was one of my good summers, of course there were some things that happened but you know I think Florida fixed that up nicely lol. Seeing that beautiful beach in front of you would make anyone forget about your problems.
And I chilled out with Cari on saturday. she rented million dollar baby and napoleon dynamite, we ate some tacos and saw napoleon dynamite, laughed our asses off (until she passed out lol) And then I saw million dollar baby on my own, that movie was crazy, I liked it, cept Clint eastwood needs to lay off the cigs, cuz his voice is raspier than sand paper hahaha.
Well, i'm off to wash my clothes and have a nice BBQ with my family for Labor day. Possibly go to the pool later on, for the last time of course :( . PEACE OUT
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