Back and gone again, lol.

What an interesting beginning to the first couple weeks of the year. But yes ppl, I still exist and I'm still alive lol, its just i've tired and I have been waiting for a good oppurtunity to really write something good for my blog you know?
Well here goes my life as of right now. So far this year, things have been goin up and down the last couple weeks. My dad got a new car, which is a temporary car, once the baby is born he will have to get another one, he might give it to me, but I think he is going to need money for the new car so he'll have to sell this one. But anyway, my school, after going so strong for two years without any "ghettoness" without too many fights, have finally hit rock bottom and has turned itself into another annandale high school of race. It all started last monday when a black and spanish guy had a fight after school, afterwards that tuesday, 2 spanish guys grabbed a black guy out of the cafeteria and beat the shit out of him, those 2 getting expelled and that one black guy getting suspended. After that day, all the black ppl started saying that they will choose one spanish guy everyday to "attack", and the spanish guys said the same damn thing. So far though the ones that are involved, are friends of the two guys that started it, and then friends of the black guy who got whooped.
Then something my dad said yesterday kind of made me a little mad but just thoughtful. And since I know my sisters are reading I just wanted to ask your guys opinions. Dad had told me in the car on the way to my job that he thought that I was getting too involved with Zulen, that me and her are too young to be in love and that we should be worried about other things than just loving each other. He also said that when I turn 18 my wife will be born...I mean is there an age limit to love? Is it true what he says that, I will be with 50 other woman in my life until I get married? But he has to remember I'm not him, dad has had many girlfriends I'm sure, because he always tells me about them, but I don't look forward to going out with hundreds of woman. Do you guys think that what I feel for zulen is just a teen love? Or do you truly believe in our relationship. Adults left to right in her family especially have been saying the same, it makes me feel like maybe we are doing something wrong, by just loving each other...But we barely see one another, this past week I saw her for 4 days, after a 3 month period, and before that 3 month period the wait was even longer. I couldn't imagine if we saw each other daily then who knows what ppl would be yelling about, but I just want to know what your opinions are, are we doing something wrong? Should I be worried about other things? But please just tell me what you feel because the last thing I need is a "polished" comment.
But n e wayz, back to school, I have to go to work in about an hour or so. Been saving money, which is good, and I'm still wondering what to do. I've been thinking about a GED, which I would use to go directly to college, but I'm not sure what the consequences are for getting a GED. One of them I'm sure would have to be career related, a GED wouldn't be very impressive to many companies, but I mean is there anyway for me to prove to them that I can do it? Like experience? Would it matter that I have a GED with a 4 year degree in college? I'm not sure, I have to look into that, because I'm truly trying to avoid coming back next year. But we'll see I guess.

And with my dad, dad wants to get another job when the baby is born :(, it'll be like last summer when I never saw him, and everyday I'll have to stay with that fucking lazy ass bitch who is irritating me constantly. Look at this shit, sure she helps dad sometimes, but in the last year she has given her family about 6,000 dollars to come here. And her family is like "don't worry we'll pay you back" ummmm, excuse me? I forgot how long it takes to save money in this country, how fucking naive can you get? so there goes half of dad's money, all towards her two brothers and her sister who only visit her sorry ass like once a month. What the hell man? w/e, it seems to me like dad and her won't last, because dad seems to be getting fed up with it also, but now he's stuck again, like he was a long time ago. He feels he has to stay with her because of the kids, almost just like with mom, because from what I see I don't think they love each other, they just get irritated every other day, or maybe its because she is pregnant. but n e wayz, i need to take a shower, hopefully you guys can answer my questions, :) your the only advice I would truly hear out.

P.S. GO REDSKINS!!!!! 4:15pm today!!

Redskins WIN AGAIN!

The Redskins! YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!! THEY WON 17-10 against the Buccaneers! SEAHAWKS HERE WE COME BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:P