I miss you as much as my body can tell me I can. But I know I miss you in so many ways more. I miss the way I see your eyes stare into mine and how they transform everything around us into this beautiful heaven. I look at you and it shows me how much God must love me, how he put together such a beautiful human being mentally and physically just for me. I miss how when we are together the whole world is in our reach, our laughs echo inside our hearts for years, our memories never die so sudden, all the things that bring out the worst in me are non-existent. Those kisses are like my soul has just been touched by everything is has ever lived for. Every time you are with me I am who I am and you love that, and I treasure the moments that we are so comfortable in front of each other, as if all our worries of what if or what will are gone. I love the way when I stare into your eyes your butterflies in your body do a dance that makes you smile with such a great delicateness. I don't think my heart has ever been so expressive about how I've ever felt about one person.
There are only so many times I can see you at a time in one year. Though we have had some trouble we are still standing strong. We keep strong by keeping in mind that one day we will be together everyday, along the way life has its laughs. As tough as the roadblocks are ahead, looking into those eyes of yours reminds me that everything will be alright, that God has given us a difficult task because we would be wonderful together, and to enjoy we must suffer at first. I love you baby, happy 30th Month :) J.M.T.
