tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89720202011-07-07T22:15:35.706-05:00Here it is, basically most of my life. Here I write things I wouldn't tell most people, I write about things I feel, whether it be funny or serious. So if you have time, then be my guest, read about me and my life.Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.comBlogger2401100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-47536426011240321432010-08-10T09:20:00.002-05:002010-08-10T09:42:52.138-05:00

Here I am at 10:20AM, still not able to sleep since about 8 something this morning. Went to bed at 2AM, my body wanted to go to sleep a few minutes ago but of course Joshua got hungry :). You know things are getting interesting when your web browser recognizes the fact that you are looking for a job so much that it suggests career websites for you. Or the fact that your favorites tab now has

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-30201157625604632572010-08-01T10:51:00.002-05:002010-08-01T11:24:36.046-05:00

The trouble with everything changing so quickly is that one doesn't even have time to think anymore. I used to have so much time to think about everything around me, I haven't been able to just stop and take a look at my life for so long it seems. Time just keeps going and going, it refuses to stop for you, the bad times seems to drag out and the good times come and go. This leave has allowed

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-21066117479903613992010-03-03T05:54:00.002-05:002010-03-03T06:40:35.009-05:00

Another random sleepless night. I woke up at 2 a.m. and for the life of me couldn't go back to sleep. My brain decided that the best time to think about stuff is right when you are trying to go back to fucking sleep so here I am lol.Part of the reason why I can't go back to sleep tonight is because my mind is full of thoughts that have been put off for the longest time. I've started to realize

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-38814756978991720942010-01-08T09:06:00.003-05:002010-01-08T09:21:27.373-05:00

It feels almost criminal to leave my blog behind for so long. It seems as though for the past few months I've had nothing to say or nothing to write about. But there is always something deep inside me that wished I had something to write my thoughts out on, and I had almost forgot that I could do so right here, in this very web page. What can I say about last year? I don't think there was one

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-48889193137814636712009-04-30T22:37:00.003-05:002009-04-30T23:31:40.674-05:00

Its May 1st, and it feels like I have been here for years...Some things have happened recently that have made me think and look back on what was. So many things have happened....Is there a such thing has too many changes? I have always been one to know that change is inevitable, that sooner or later you most likely will not see or do the same things you were doing before.But I don't think in

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15 minutes left till Friday the 13th. As always though, I'm mostly afraid of what will happen the next day after Friday the 13th which happens to be Valentine's day lol. For some strange reason right now I feel very odd. I look around the room and it feels as if I'm in the wrong place, yet I've been here for a while. I can't figure out why but for some reason I can't seem to sleep all the way

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Every night I think about how fast the days go by. It feels like I am living in a different phase of my life. I pray every night that I have not made a mistake, or that my nerves don't get to me. Life here is so much more simple, its definitely a way of living that I have to get used to. Though Virginia has its share of gangs, trouble areas, and expensive living. The state is so well taken

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-82016750611455534132008-12-08T14:05:00.003-05:002008-12-08T14:57:11.002-05:00

I have class in about 3 hours from now. And as I have the whole morning to myself, I go outside of my room into a quiet bright room. I start to think to myself about what has happened last month, and what is going to happen later on this month. Unfortunately all of November I was unsuccessful in finding a job, and I have kinda been forced to stay in my room quite frequently throughout the

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-67011475149643027192008-10-26T01:42:00.002-05:002008-10-26T02:17:15.488-05:00

I love the cold nights, when the sky is clear and all you need is a good jacket to help you clear your mind. I have always loved the fall and winter for the crisp, cool, and clean air. The type of air that makes you want to take a deep breath forever, to cool the burning sensations in your soul. I just finished viewing all the pictures that Caroline posted on her facebook. Sometimes you just

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-66687459078414774702008-10-09T12:39:00.000-05:002008-10-09T12:41:49.164-05:00

Ladies and gentlemen are candidates for 2008 Election

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Wow, hell of a day today. Some moron hit my car when it was parked, I was told to hide from the owner of my job when I came to work without a hat, I had to drive in the rain with a busted driver side view mirror, and eventually I will lose my job. Such a wonderful turn of events really. To those people who are not used to sarcasm, fuck you :D. There are so many things on my mind right now that

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-86489797407076467372008-08-18T23:47:00.003-05:002008-08-19T00:10:49.500-05:00

There are days when I feel like I don't try enough, or that we don't try enough to see each other as much as we could. But then I remember everything else that is in our way. Some days I feel like we should just get it over with, be with each other. My heart feels heavy, my mind is pensive, all I can think about is how marvelous life would be if I could just be with you always now instead of

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Its been so long since I've been in this state of mind. I can't sleep tonight with the amount of thoughts circling around in my head. Tonight I took a good look into my room, I took a look into myself, my head, my car, the way I take care of myself. Before I used to think, thank God I'm not like one of those bums who don't do a thing everyday. But damn look at what I'm doing now...I'm doing

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-32011892831594134312008-05-11T21:08:00.002-05:002008-05-11T21:24:32.999-05:00

There were days when I thought that my mom did not exist. Days when people used to make fun of her and I had no intention of defending her. As young as I was, I still remember the days that you were yourself. The days I used to be sick, or me and you would be alone by ourselves. On this mother's day mom, I remember those times that I used to insult you, the days I used to think that you

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A new strange morning is being lifted. More people awake, off to do what billions have done for this country in the past. A new morning of worry as my hands tremble, my throat releases a motion so foul, my stomach turns and turns. My mind is tired yet once again I am thoughtful. Wondering what has taken hold of my body, wondering what is it that has grasped my insides with such tightness that

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-503447893814759832008-04-08T23:07:00.000-05:002008-04-08T23:09:41.161-05:00

The words echo in my head, they keep telling me what is right and wrong, but when I really need them they stop instead. My heart aches for a certain clarity, hoping that one day everything I am working for does not end up in catastrophe.I wake up to a new set of words every morning, a new set of awkwardness that has followed me when I first started learning.About what I ask myself day in and day

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-59313906170236015202008-01-30T14:08:00.000-05:002008-01-30T14:10:07.724-05:00

And I used to joke about this shit in high school....I can't believe it actually came true lol...POT VENDING MACHINEclick on the words.

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Since the picture below was a downer I thought I would put a picture of the more beautiful things this world has to offer.

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This picture makes you think a lot about how lucky we really are to live in this country. Click on the picture to read what its about.

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You know when you look at months and the days on a calendar, you see that December 31st and January 1st are only a day apart. And it makes you doubt whether any true change has ever occurred once that ball comes down and the seconds reach 0. But quickly as the next morning rolls around, you are standing in a new year, the first time you wake up, the first time you brush your teeth this year,

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-15048326685164100922007-12-24T10:26:00.000-05:002007-12-24T10:32:20.094-05:00

OMG THIS MIGHT BE MY NEW CAR IN THE FUTURE!!!Aptera is the new 300 mpg electric car of the future. Now looking at this picture you might think, yea sure we heard it all, its gonna cost me about a million dollars to own one of these cars. But nope, in possibly 2008 or 2009 or just soon lol, the Aptera will go on sale on the market for 30,000 dollars, with financing available like any other

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-51772963297997598692007-12-22T01:59:00.000-05:002007-12-22T03:11:23.534-05:00

Hundreds of miles in the air, on top of the sky, no houses, trees, or cars. No buildings, nothing, the horizon shows a landscape of puffy white clouds, the sun glowing orange shines upon this seemingly different planet...Up there it seems so clear, one feels as if heaven is right out your window and God is waiting for you...I miss the days in which I used to sleep peacefully, when I used to be

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-71388158668427007652007-12-02T22:53:00.000-05:002007-12-02T23:14:24.625-05:00

Sometimes I look into the sky during those cloudy stormy nights, and I wish I could be a part of those clouds. They get to go as they please, vanish as they wish, the clouds travel all around the world and with that stormy weather brings a certain soothing feeling that I just love. Lately I feel rather strange, on certain days during the past few weeks I feel as if my thoughts have been taking

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-84180936661251159802007-11-20T14:01:00.001-05:002007-11-20T14:01:41.209-05:00

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http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21672476/Xbox 360 Maker Microsoft just announced something that every parent will love.Every game console has parental controls but Microsoft took it one step further, parents can set time limits for their child on a weekly or daily basis after the time limit is met the console will no longer be playable until the next time set.

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-21734065611538472022007-11-13T11:06:00.000-05:002007-11-13T11:08:34.621-05:00

Autopsy expected in death of Kanye West's motherhttp://www.cnn.com/2007/SHOWBIZ/Music/11/13/donda.west.ap/index.html?iref=mpstoryview

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-6365921017600214432007-11-09T14:49:00.001-05:002007-11-09T14:51:17.830-05:00

http://www.clevelandleader.com/node/3508Indian Doctors Operate on Eight-Limbed Girl Deemed a "Goddess"

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Time has gone by so fast this year that I didn't even notice the month I was in. It hasn't hit me yet... The fact there is only a 7 more weeks to the end of the year...How in the world did that happen? I have no idea...I guess the more you do in a year the faster time seems to fly. I just read some of the posts that I had written so many months and years ago...its incredible how much my life

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-78630726312914533692007-10-25T10:10:00.000-05:002007-10-25T10:43:00.284-05:00

I asked myself the same question over and over and over again since I've met her...Whenever I saw her I never thought that one day she would change my whole life, she would help me grow...Through her I realized what a relationship takes, that the heart beats for a reason other than just giving us life, it beats so you may share your life with others...Whenever I am gone for a long time during the

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-49990033334912774522007-09-28T10:23:00.001-05:002007-09-28T10:43:44.147-05:00

Maybe its something that I was born with, maybe it was a power within that I have yet to tap into but my feeling was right, this month has been a bad month. Mostly little things that come together to fuck you over like usual. But hey at least another month is about to begin soon, it almost feels like another bright day is about to begin. Truthfully I'm mostly saddened by the fact that summer

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-37803195355305089772007-09-02T02:40:00.001-05:002007-09-02T02:53:47.180-05:00

I feel something so close to me right now...It is a prescence I haven't felt for months. A prescence of darkness...It feels as if something is guiding me through this night even though my mind is fast asleep. My thoughts are racing as they never have before, the night is shifting so quickly inside my head and the prescence keeps pushing its way inside me. It is so heavy, it feels as if my heart

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-29436491957611184812007-08-29T23:29:00.000-05:002007-08-30T00:07:26.027-05:00

I look at him and I wonder what he thinks about. Even though I barely talk to him during the day I am worried about him. Constantly watching tv, arguing with ayde, getting angry at the kids, and of course getting stressed out. And unfortunately for me, when he gets stressed out he likes to take it out on me for some reason, I guess it makes him feel better, but I hope he realizes it just hurts

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-20297306568113073172007-08-15T21:53:00.000-05:002007-08-15T22:17:54.264-05:00

The Earth goes round and round millions of times a year. Each second someone is wishing, hoping, praying, thinking, speaking, or even sleeping. All those things circle the Earth as we spin all year not realizing it. No matter how horrible of a day, or how great of day the sun rises and the sun sets. Each day something happens, someone is thinking of the next great thing, someone is having a

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Another morning rolls by. A steady noise from the computer carries my thoughts in order. The darkness of my room calms my mind and puts it into a trance. I feel tired though a full night of sleep was completed. Sometimes getting ready for work is a hassle, as if every nerve, every joint or muscle in my body tells me to stop. But sometimes its those days that don't require me to fight myself

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-75520259830050677002007-06-04T21:41:00.000-05:002007-06-04T22:26:00.255-05:00

2 weeks have passed since I acquired this job. And in those 2 weeks I've experienced some of what the adult life has to offer. In the beginning of this month, I've thought about so many things. Sometimes I get angry at myself for being so lazy, because I feel the need to write them down as they happen, those thoughts that sound so pure when they are thought up at first. Then eventually those

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-11473116751957792892007-05-08T17:07:00.000-05:002007-05-08T17:11:46.591-05:00

"Life is based on how you interpret this quote and what it means to you, its based on how you interpret other quotes that stay with you throughout your life. Life is you, life is the world that you create within your mind, life is your thoughts, life should not be based on someone else, life is not what is around you, but your life may challenge that, because your life is you and your mind."

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-35669955084215976012007-04-28T09:28:00.000-05:002007-04-28T10:11:31.369-05:00

Why do I feel as if my life is so fragile right now as if I'm so weak? I'm not in the greatest of times, usually I'm not, but lately I haven't been as strong as I had hoped I would be. I don't know why whenever I become happy, whenever I become strong, and I feel so confident that I can do anything, something always has to bring me down to a complete stop. It could be nothing or something, and

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-16623412530268780582007-04-20T13:27:00.000-05:002007-04-21T10:10:15.020-05:00

Its been so long since I've sat down and thought about just everything around me again. And its wierd, when you sit in silence look at pictures of the world, the news, or anything, it seems to mean more then if there is someone explaining these pictures to you as you see them. The world is getting crazier every year. Worse? Not exactly, its always been bad, its just with new technologies, we see

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-56541794117633964262007-04-03T09:50:00.000-05:002008-11-15T02:20:07.958-05:00

Daniella stuffing her face lolVanessa feeling stuffed after eating the food. Caroline acting innocent "who me"? lol

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-12985354192608908852007-04-03T09:47:00.000-05:002008-11-15T02:20:08.361-05:00

People outside More people eating dad's yummy ass food! Tyler soaked in juice lol Daniella saying, wth is this? lol

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-90290381039325828322007-04-03T09:24:00.000-05:002007-04-03T09:44:26.870-05:00

I have to admit, after those 2 weeks in TN i knew in the back of my head that when I came back to VA that I would be doing alot more work than I ever did. And to tell you the truth, I actually want to do it... When i come back from work ever so exhausted from lifting 400 pound furniture and shit all day, I sit in front of my computer, talk to my beautiful until I pass out at night. But before I

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-42822165551996557342007-03-25T01:38:00.000-05:002007-03-25T01:57:15.521-05:00

So here it is, the day i've been dreading and looking forward to at the same time for the past 2 weeks. Its early morning Sunday, approx 2:40am lol. my flight leaves at 7 30. And on the floor next to me letting me use her computer is the girl I've been so happy to be with for the past 2 weeks. Its been great, I've had so much fun, but more importantly i've noticed a connection we have even

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-2636764835090582312007-02-27T09:46:00.000-05:002007-02-27T09:46:58.095-05:00

I miss you as much as my body can tell me I can. But I know I miss you in so many ways more. I miss the way I see your eyes stare into mine and how they transform everything around us into this beautiful heaven. I look at you and it shows me how much God must love me, how he put together such a beautiful human being mentally and physically just for me. I miss how when we are together the whole

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-1170254113383259662007-01-31T09:05:00.000-05:002007-01-31T09:35:13.403-05:00

I look at the date today and I thank God another month is about to move on. January seemed like such a long month and then all of a sudden everything seems like its moving too fast. In about a week I have to get my first practice test for a GED. And I keep telling myself I can't believe I'm actually doing this. After all those years in high school, of listening to teachers, of dreading waking

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-1168993871883760362007-01-16T19:20:00.000-05:002007-01-16T19:31:11.933-05:00

It's all laid out in the table in front of me. The nights of sorrow, the nights of tears and agony, days and days of deciding and playing a game of tug and war with a heart so weak and a mind so strong. It feels so right and feels so confusing to bring these words to the world. I thought I saw a withered building, I thought we were gone forever, but then I opened my heart to reveal a palace,

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The title explains pretty much this year in general so far. last week and the beginning of this week have changed a lot for me already. on Monday some guy committed suicide in my school in the middle of the school courtyard, both my sisters had hardcore fights with their hubbies, my dad might get a new house this year, I broke up with what's her face lol, and I've realized some things that have

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-1167414626963140292006-12-29T12:37:00.001-05:002006-12-29T12:50:26.966-05:00

Its been another while since I've posted in this blog of mine. Sometimes I look at it as a good thing, because the only things that make me want to post is when something troubles me or its just something that makes fills you up so much that you need to release it. This year has definitely had its ups and downs, like every year. But for some reason even though I think I've matured, I truly

Cuervohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09967888014783666050noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8972020.post-1165642711529570022006-12-09T00:38:00.000-05:002006-12-09T00:38:31.550-05:00

Mom Pics

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I forgot to post for my 2nd anniversary of my blog! (thank God i'm not going out with it or might have been yelled at lol) n e wayz. Its already the 20th of November. But really how many times can one say "time flies" but its so true, and the thing that makes it go by so fast is when things change along with it. I have been giving myself therapy lately, I've almost had myself slip into

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Too short of a day to react too short of a life to waste. Its the first time i've been able to think, and been able to WANT to think about things. Everyday I tell myself i'm getting better at this, I really am, I growing to be a wonderful person, then I look at what has happened these past few days what the hell has happened to me? I've devoted my time to so many things to so many goals that I

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Days come and days go, I look out my non-existent window and see a pleasant darkness. It is a kind and gentle darkness, one that lends you a hand in times of need. This day is non other than a lonely day, and lonely day with a companion known as darkness. The darkness sustains itself with loneliness. It creeps up the stairs of time, scanning memories, reliving the past. I stare into the

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wow, its been here for a while. My age, eighteen, but you know what? It really didn't kick in until recently. Today I got my permit!!!!!!! yaaaaay! lol, figures I should have my friggin driver's license by now, but due to transportation and other issues I haven't been able to do so in the past 3 years! lol. Have you ever looked around one day, just looked around and thought how unbelievable

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Damn, already June 18th...Which means 2 weeks more until my birthday. This year I turn 18, my lord how time flies. Not too long ago I remember playing with my friends in the woods or in the parkling lot in Annandale, or my two best friends in Centreville who I always used to go out and play video games with. It is so hard to look at myself now, how I've grown, how my life has changed so

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FOLLOW THE DOTS................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

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Hello again world, lol. (once again thank you for the lovely comments on the chatterbox, lol). hmmm maybe you guys are trying to send a hint? lol. hhmmmmm...nah. N E wayz, what a stressful fucking month it has been :) (sarcastic smile). From work to money to school to family to sleeping to eating, lol. I feel emotionally attached to this month since its been so damn long, although shorter

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I feel so extremely full today. Food? No, thoughts… The type of thoughts that keep you up all night and make smiles or tears show on your face. The types of thoughts that make you think about the future, and expect the worst or the best from it. I think about my current situation in my life, after so long, I finally took the time to think about things so thoroughly that it seems awkward

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Dragonheart 

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http://www.ebaumsworld.com/videos/nword.htmlthat link takes you to a video that is about a teacher who said the "n" word in school, LMAO! It's hilarious!

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Well I was just blog hunting today, read everybodies blogs! So I felt that I needed to post again lol. Lately I feel a little better about everything, but that doesn't beat the fact that it still worries me you know. For school I decided that coming back next year seems like a better plan that getting a GED. I truly think that with a GED I won't be able to go as far as I would want, and I would

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hey buddy why don't you try to fuckin smile? lol, me and my messy ass room my God, I need to do my laundry! but here is my insomniac look hahaha.

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yaay! I got a webcam! I look a lil pissed off but that's ok, and that shirt makes me look like a redneck, (with a NY yankees hat) LMFAO!!

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Wow, been awhile hasn't it? lol. What a horrid gay ass week it has been :) But my life consists about no sleep and insomnia and then waking up in the morning with little energy to do anything but sleep then want to write about something but i don't because I get distracted to do something else then I look out the door to see my dad passed out on the couch watching tv :) hehehe NUM only to look

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What an interesting beginning to the first couple weeks of the year. But yes ppl, I still exist and I'm still alive lol, its just i've tired and I have been waiting for a good oppurtunity to really write something good for my blog you know? Well here goes my life as of right now. So far this year, things have been goin up and down the last couple weeks. My dad got a new car, which is a

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The Redskins! YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!! THEY WON 17-10 against the Buccaneers! SEAHAWKS HERE WE COME BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:P

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http://encarta.msn.com/encnet/features/columns/?article=agingmainthe link above is an interesting article about why we age. Its 4 pages long, but it good lots of good details.n e wayz, hello again world! I'm about an hour and half away from going to work lol. Happy New Year's Eve to everyone! here go, starting a new year, sometimes it feels like you are starting a new life, but then you

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Well sorry about another gap in my blogging lol. but n e wayz, its been a long and painful week, one that involves realizations and thought. the next 6 days I'll be working, my day off will be next friday and saturday unfortunately, (you can see my new schedule). I've also been thinking alot about school, and I was hoping my sisters could help me decide some things, because I have no else to

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Wow I really think December has always been a changing month for me, lol. So far its been like what, one week into December and many things have changed, man, times change so quickly...Recently, I broke up with Zulen, in case anybody cared, lol. More than a year and more and more things come up, I guess as you get deeper into a relationship you also think deeper about things...You know it

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HElllllo eurrrrrrrbody! Well, I just came back from work, by the way I posted my new schedule for this week starting from today. Its the end of my training weeks so I have more chill hours lol, meaning they are more realistic. I cashed in my first paycheck yesterday, unfortunately they only paid me for one week, so it wasn't that much. But this next paycheck is going to be a mammoth, lol.

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I have a new website that shows my schedule, this is for my use and anyone who can see when i'm available or not the link is http://schedule69.blogspot.com/n e wayz, i have some random pics below, just found them today. The ones all the way at the bottom are from our trip to Bolivia in i believe 2000. hope you enjoy!

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The night of the five star chef award 

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skika and num 

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V and D  

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me and D 

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Kings Dominion 2 

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cousin mania lol 

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the Bernardo's 

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hehe mini Kayla! 

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sleepy me  

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The Original Terrazas Family! 

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NUM! 

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Superman of Bolivia lol 

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Incan Artifacts 

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abuelita :) 

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cholitas! 

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Cochabamba? 

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Dog Cousin's  

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In the restaurant 

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The family down under lol 

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Bolivian Backdrop 

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Sleepy Heads 

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Weeeeelll. This week has been sort of a stressful week though I've had good news. Target got back my drug test and they denied my application cuz I had traces of Crack/Cocaine, PCP/Angel Dust, LSD,some acid, and weed. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

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WEEEELLL, yesterday was the one year anniversary of my blog! Cant' believe its been that long. and its been a long time since i've updated my blog hahaha. n e wayz. October is over, November is here, 1 month till Christmas and the end of the year, holy crap. For Halloween I was a nerd hahahahaha. I was wearing my pants all the way up to my chest, i had a helmet on, and i had these long ass

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A question today really sparked my imagination for creativity in writing. The question asked, "What would be the most favorite place or world for you?" I felt a necessity to write about it, since I had nothing else to do hehehe, My favorite place would begin in a suburban neighborhood. Yellow and orange leaves would scale the driveways of each house, as the branches of the trees sway in the

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Hellllooooo everybody! Wow talk about a crazy weekend. Unbelievable what happened with the earthquake and the mudslide. I could have sworn this world is going to end soon...Or maybe its just me. But it seems to me, somebody upstairs is relatively pissed off at his creations lmao. But look at this, this is what I figured out, at least in my philosophic mind lol. United States-Hurricane

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http://cnn.netscape.cnn.com/news/us.jsp?feature=newz_1005daddy_deliveryThis story is insane, but terrifyling true. I cant believe this is actually possible, but they say that men might actually be able to carry babies......., you have to see the article to believe it.

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This song is one of the new songs from Prodigy's newest album. I like this song, but this album has so many great songs, i love it! And to answer vanessa's question, to see my comments click on "post a comment" and do the same to post one.

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Already October!!!! Did I mention I love fall??? lol. N E wayz, how am I ppl ask? WEllll....I'm getting my senior pictures tomorrow at around 7:00pm, still not sure whether I should wear a suit or just something semi-formal. My baby is coming in a week!! Fucking finally, she might even go with me to Tyler's B-day party, that would defintely be exciting, because I'm sure my sisters would

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Hello everybody, I got the GTA: San Andreas game from my beloved friend and girlfriend lol. and it's 2 player!!!! so vani or skika if you guys ever come over we can create gangs and kill everybody freely together! lmao. n e wayz, i got a new computer desk that i'm really happy about. It fits my room more than the other one did I believe. and I actually have a spot to do my homework besides

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I love it, i love the peace at night. Only problem is I have to wake up early in the morning for school :( . But thank God, I've been doing really good in school so far. But enough about school, I hate school yet I talk about it so much, lol.Damn do I love music. I don't know why music is so great for me, it can change my moods so easily, give me the right song and I can change my mood in an

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Well I've been practicing my website skills so much lately. And I love the fact that there is a job for that lol. I couldn't go to night school this semester unfortunately, money was not a factor, but transportation was defintely one. Even my baby offered to pay for my taxi for night school, but it would be $40 a week and I couldn't do that to her knowing she has to save money. So instead I

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