Seems to me that so far this summer defintely hasn't been one of the great ones. I'd rather go back to spring when I had everything intact, and so did my family. Something my father always has about him though, he is always positive, even when the world seems to be pressing down against his shoulders, even when it seems like there isn't a way out of a situation. And here I feel negative about things, I've branded my negativity quite possibly from my mother. She was a very negative person, and she always had something to worry about. I am learning though, at least trying to, I'm learning so much from dad sometimes. He has ways of comparing situations to other things so people could understand him. And he has been through so much, yet the problems are still coming at him. Still, he worries about his children, so much, I admire that about him, he has NEVER been selfish, one day I want to be like him. As long as I keep listening and learning from his great words of wisdom I'm sure it won't be a hard task...
Another day pokes out, I feel myself rotting in my room like a peeled banana left outside. I've been playing with my gamecube again LOL, and unbelievably I've managed to play for alot more hours then just one. I'm trying to enjoy my vacation, I really am...and I defintely don't mind some rest from school, but I want to get this over with, I want to get my high school diploma and feel that feeling of accomplishing something, because I haven't had that feeling in so long. Maybe it's this anxiousness to get it over with that is killing me, because I know I'm in for a work filled enviroment next year.
Well I guess I'm off to the pool now with my dad, (should be worrying about a job in my opinion) but it wouldn't hurt to chill out for a while. Hope bloggers everywhere have a great day! Bye For Now
P.S. See, that was less than a week for an update! aren't you proud of me?!?!? :)
2 comments:
yay for updates!!! lol no worries ok? next week we're going off to paradise and forget all our worries- rejuvenate ourselves and recharge our batteries- and see things we have never seen before. don't be in such a hurry to grow up- you've grown up and matured too fast already! things will fall into place...just believe in yourself and everything will be alright. :)
YOU ARE talking to the Queen of negativity!!! It sux...it drains you..and like num says...it's your attitude that brings you out of bad situations...me and CB try to live with that philosophy when things get rough...I am glad that dad hasn't lost that wonderful characteristic about him..he brought us out of the most toughest situations because of that...love you num....
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