SOOOOOOO

Wow talk about a countdown, only about 2 days left till thursday and I'm friggin excited as hell. I haven't been to the beach in years, (no really I haven't, LOL)

I know I'm going to miss my dad and gabriel though, I wish that they could have come 2, but money is tight and my dad is way too busy at the moment. He's worried about him getting a job and not being able to see me. Thats only one of his worries, I don't think he wanted it to be the same like his job before, where he would go at about 7 am and come back at 11pm, only to see me near falling asleep or in my room, starving. And he hated the fact that he wasn't there for me all day, and i understand completely.
And hopefully my baby can come at the end of this month, I hope that I could see her, it would rejuvenate me completely, just to see those beautiful eyes of hers again.

I haven't talked to my mother in a while, and to think that this trip to Florida was originally planned to see her. Which brings me to remember a dream that I had last night...
Me and my family were in Bolivia, all of us were kneeled down on the benches of a church. The altar where the crucifix was and all the candles was silver, and to the left of the altar and the church was a screen door. Once you opened that screen door there was nothing but water, BLUE water, it was a huge ocean, almost like it was a floating church. And then for some reason I remember being in a place full of these huge stones, almost like a Ruin, wow it was a strange dream indeed...

Well I'm not sure if I will update anytime sooner then Thursday, I need to pack and all that shigady, got my pic ID :D , and I got my birth certificate, sooooo I"M READY TO GIT R DONE!