http://encarta.msn.com/encnet/features/columns/?article=agingmain
the link above is an interesting article about why we age. Its 4 pages long, but it good lots of good details.
n e wayz, hello again world! I'm about an hour and half away from going to work lol. Happy New Year's Eve to everyone! here go, starting a new year, sometimes it feels like you are starting a new life, but then you realize, the morning of Jan. 2nd, that hey! "it the same shit all over again!" lmao. Overall 2005 has gone by fast for me, but this month in particular has gone by reeeeaaaalllll slow...I'm a little anxious to find out what will happen next year with my school and everything, and just my life in general. I wonder if I will visit my mother this year, or if she will come here...This coming year I also turn 18, unbelievable. All I have to say to 2005 is just, good-bye 2005...you really merged hell with heaven this year lol.
I do wish love showed its face more easily for some people. Love has a sense of humor, so you know it was created by God to play with us lol. Don't I know love is confusing, just stick to what makes your heart happy, a thing my dad said, troubles at home can be devastating to your life, keep yourselves intact, whatever it takes. And I hope love doesn't deceive us this year, I hope everyone's happiness overtakes the bad and sad moments of the year. just remember "A true love is a love without confusion, a confused heart is an unhappy heart"...
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Friday, December 16, 2005
Just another week
Well sorry about another gap in my blogging lol. but n e wayz, its been a long and painful week, one that involves realizations and thought.
the next 6 days I'll be working, my day off will be next friday and saturday unfortunately, (you can see my new schedule). I've also been thinking alot about school, and I was hoping my sisters could help me decide some things, because I have no else to turn to.
But n e wayz, here is the deal. This school year hasn't been working for me, it seems like it won't work for me at all by the end of the year, and I have been considering taking the SAT's and then getting my GED, where I can start college. I'm not exactly sure that is a good plan, because I heard that not many companines or people in general are proud of a GED, and I'm not sure what other con's there might be of that. But it just feels as if I'm going to be stuck in high school for the rest of my life, and I really want to go into college, where I can take classes I really want to learn about. But to get into college, right now, I would need a car at least, and of course I would have to pay for it. But then, in the high school side, I have to pay for high school also, for night school, which is coming up, I need to quit my job and still have to pay for it, then after that will be summer school which i got to pay also. which comes to about $800. I really don't know what to do, I'm not sure what the best plan would be, to stick to high school though I know I won't make it, or move on, where there will be a few con's. But I hope you guys can help me decide what the best path would be, and hopefully you can help me, because I'm not sure what to do...n e wayz, I hope you all are doing good, cuervo out...
the next 6 days I'll be working, my day off will be next friday and saturday unfortunately, (you can see my new schedule). I've also been thinking alot about school, and I was hoping my sisters could help me decide some things, because I have no else to turn to.
But n e wayz, here is the deal. This school year hasn't been working for me, it seems like it won't work for me at all by the end of the year, and I have been considering taking the SAT's and then getting my GED, where I can start college. I'm not exactly sure that is a good plan, because I heard that not many companines or people in general are proud of a GED, and I'm not sure what other con's there might be of that. But it just feels as if I'm going to be stuck in high school for the rest of my life, and I really want to go into college, where I can take classes I really want to learn about. But to get into college, right now, I would need a car at least, and of course I would have to pay for it. But then, in the high school side, I have to pay for high school also, for night school, which is coming up, I need to quit my job and still have to pay for it, then after that will be summer school which i got to pay also. which comes to about $800. I really don't know what to do, I'm not sure what the best plan would be, to stick to high school though I know I won't make it, or move on, where there will be a few con's. But I hope you guys can help me decide what the best path would be, and hopefully you can help me, because I'm not sure what to do...n e wayz, I hope you all are doing good, cuervo out...
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
December has a sense of humor
Wow I really think December has always been a changing month for me, lol. So far its been like what, one week into December and many things have changed, man, times change so quickly...
Recently, I broke up with Zulen, in case anybody cared, lol. More than a year and more and more things come up, I guess as you get deeper into a relationship you also think deeper about things...
You know it really kills me inside to hear someone crying, but then you think, it was for a good reason, I wasn't like any other guy who justs leaves without thinking about the other person's feelings first. We are all humans in this life, we deserve to have our emotions heard and cared for by others, whether you be a playa or not...
It feels weird to be single again, you see everyone around you kissing and shit, then you think "wow, I had that not too long ago". Then of course the whole world seems to know about it. I told my friend Eric, and God only knows who he told and eventually by 6th period everyone knew, lol. I mean I used to speak highly of her for so long, so I guess it amazes them that "Jose" is free, lol. Who the hell knows what else is going to happen, there was already more shit that happened but that isn't the point of the post lol, as long as I stay focused on what my main goal is I don't care. Fucking saving, passing this hell hole, I think I've grown into a habit of working, cuz now when I'm off, I have nothing to do and I'm bored as hell, lmao.
Damn taxes took out alot of taxes of my next paycheck, I was about to make 550 smackers, but it got reduced to 445, lmao, how cruel tax is when you are single, blah.
But I already opened my savings account, I'm gonna save 100 every paycheck, see how that goes, lol, cuz now I got an ATM card!
I get my paycheck this Friday, so hopefully I can see you skika, so I can invite you somewhere, cuz I'm also off Friday!! yaaaay! And V is coming soon also! And this friggin snow is awesome, another 5-7 inches is expected tomorrow night, I already had a snow day yesterday, so lets go for 2 lol.
I just really can't wait until this month is over, this year needs to be over, I need to start fresh, get rid of 2005 damages, blah. I can't wait, or maybe I can, who knows.
I'm not sure if I told my sisters yet, but dad had to get stitches 2 weeks ago, he cut his finger working :( And recently the insurance rejected covering for Ayde's pregnancy, :( fucking hell, and we still had hopes. I swear my dad does not deserve this stress, things just keep piling on top of him, and if its not one thing it another.
But well I'm gonna go chill out now, see what else there is to do, lol. blog later!
Recently, I broke up with Zulen, in case anybody cared, lol. More than a year and more and more things come up, I guess as you get deeper into a relationship you also think deeper about things...
You know it really kills me inside to hear someone crying, but then you think, it was for a good reason, I wasn't like any other guy who justs leaves without thinking about the other person's feelings first. We are all humans in this life, we deserve to have our emotions heard and cared for by others, whether you be a playa or not...
It feels weird to be single again, you see everyone around you kissing and shit, then you think "wow, I had that not too long ago". Then of course the whole world seems to know about it. I told my friend Eric, and God only knows who he told and eventually by 6th period everyone knew, lol. I mean I used to speak highly of her for so long, so I guess it amazes them that "Jose" is free, lol. Who the hell knows what else is going to happen, there was already more shit that happened but that isn't the point of the post lol, as long as I stay focused on what my main goal is I don't care. Fucking saving, passing this hell hole, I think I've grown into a habit of working, cuz now when I'm off, I have nothing to do and I'm bored as hell, lmao.
Damn taxes took out alot of taxes of my next paycheck, I was about to make 550 smackers, but it got reduced to 445, lmao, how cruel tax is when you are single, blah.
But I already opened my savings account, I'm gonna save 100 every paycheck, see how that goes, lol, cuz now I got an ATM card!
I get my paycheck this Friday, so hopefully I can see you skika, so I can invite you somewhere, cuz I'm also off Friday!! yaaaay! And V is coming soon also! And this friggin snow is awesome, another 5-7 inches is expected tomorrow night, I already had a snow day yesterday, so lets go for 2 lol.
I just really can't wait until this month is over, this year needs to be over, I need to start fresh, get rid of 2005 damages, blah. I can't wait, or maybe I can, who knows.
I'm not sure if I told my sisters yet, but dad had to get stitches 2 weeks ago, he cut his finger working :( And recently the insurance rejected covering for Ayde's pregnancy, :( fucking hell, and we still had hopes. I swear my dad does not deserve this stress, things just keep piling on top of him, and if its not one thing it another.
But well I'm gonna go chill out now, see what else there is to do, lol. blog later!
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