Indeed

Wow, what a celebration that was...New Year's Eve midnight-I celebrated in my dad's car on the way home...Came home . Then let's see, tomorrow I have to go to school again *GRRRRRRR, I hate school again, lol. Why in the hell can't they give us 2 weeks off instead of 1? Oh well, maybe this year will be kick ass, so far so good...
blah, I g2g for now, but I'll finish this blog later, *I made a new title and description.

N E wayz, on with the rest of the day. I'm supposed to be asleep by now, but all who know me well know that that's a good knee slapper, lol.
As of now I'm questioning the way I think and reason with myself. I think too much, and I reason and resolve certain things uneasily. I thank god that I don't let lots of things get to me, but I question this power of thinking too much. It's bad to think about every little thing life gives you, it's bad to analyze every little thing about yourself or any other things. People can go nuts thinking or analyzing so many things at once. Thinking too much can turn into jealousy, feeling too good or too bad for yourself, daydreaming constantly, and some other things. It can be such a drag, and it can be such a power. Like for instance, I don't know what the hell I'm talking about, or what type of conclusion I'm trying to make, that's just a side effect of thinking and typing at the same time.
I've thought about so many things, I'm still thinking about so many things, it just doesn't stop, it never will. I wouldn't mind thinking so much, if it actually gave me a good reason to think about certain things, or if it wouldn't leave me so damn confused lots of times. I don't think this year is going to be any better at trying to stop my thinking too much. This year will just bring more and more memories to ponder about, more and more stress to live on, and more and more experience to soak in. Thinking also changes my moods, like right now, I'm in "I don't give a shit" mood. I don't really care if World War 3 is outside my back yard, I just wouldn't care.
N E wayz, enough about thinking for now, well at least writing about it*
Tomorrow is going to suck major bull sack, my teacher might even kick me out of her class. I didn't finish a flowchart I was supposed to make over the vacation. I could have done it, but I didn't. I have a really bad feeling about tomorrow, I'm hoping this won't start the year off in a bad week or month.
Well I'm going to go now, before I feel dead tired tomorrow, *sigh, I wish there was a huge hurricane that could just massacre the school tomorrow, maybe that should be a good thing to think about, muhahaha, LOL.
well off the computer I go, where to? I don't know, but the time seems to be going slow, and I'm keeping this rhyme in a good flow. good night bizcratches,
P.S. I LOVE YOU BABY!!