I guess not...?

Well here I am again. I decided that this would be the best way to keep all my writings. All of the writings I love are in this blog, so I think I should keep putting my writings in here.

So why is it that I didn't feel like writing anymore? I was in one of those moods, I was depressed of the fact that my computer crashed, and that everything was lost. But I finally fixed my computer, by myself. So here I am again, I dont' think i should abandon this blog, so here's to posting more...

For the past couple days, I've been talking to my baby so freely. I've never felt that way before, I've never had a person that I could speak so freely with. I love when other ppl talk about their lives, it interests me so much. Just to let you know again baby, I'm here if you ever need to talk about anything ;)

Uh oh, I feel random thoughts again, Random Thoughts-Part 1

*sigh, it feels so lonely in this house. Everyday I come home, I see no one, no one is ever here. Everybody is always working. I remember how it was when my sisters were here, we did so many things together...but it's been over for the past year. Now I come home, and the only thing I can do, is go on the computer, xbox, or tv. Same routine every single day, sure my friends invite me to play football, but that's like once a week. *sigh, but i'm used to it now, just staring at my computer everyday, making as much noise as I want, and speaking to my baby everyday. baby I can't believe that we have talked everyday since...shit...since i can remember. And I can't believe we still have something to say each time...

ouch, almost 2 am :S. too many damn thoughts at once, it's driving me nuts. I don't even know what I'm thinking about, it's like my thoughts just spilled all over my brain, and it's just everywhere.
well i'm going to go to sleep now, it's too late for me to be doing any good thinking, so for now, bye.