so far it's been ok. very relaxing spring break, saturday and monday were good, i got to see my dad happy and i got to see my sister caroline. then tomorrow i'm going to see my other sis vanessa. couple days ago i kind of had a problem of my own, maybe it was jealousy, maybe it was lots of things combined. but of course i had to figure it out, so it ended up being the first time we ever fought since we were together. but hey not everyday can be glorious, there will be times when you need to communicate, in my case i hate to, i'd rather keep my mouth shut. but that led to me creating opinions and ideas.
i was cold, i wasn't exactly the nicest person that day. i myself have never gotten cold with anything, i've never fought with my own family, i've only had fights with fags in my school who like to push my buttons and get what they deserve at the end of it, lol.
but i never even wrote about it, i never asked her what i was thinking for a long time, and that's how it ended up being. but of course i had my reasons, not like i just decided that i say something that day.
n e wayz, my dad gave me money for taking care of my baby brother gabriel. i don't understand why he does that, it's not like i'm asking him for money, maybe he feels bad, but i feel bad having to accept the money as if i wanted it in the first place. i don't need money when it comes to my own family, i'd gladly do it for free, i don't care. but, there is my dad for you, :) .
so i'll be here all day again, waiting patiently to see my sister from NY, and then hopefully on saturday have a nice time with both my sisters and then of course all the kids will be terrorizing the whole house, lol. so hopefully the rest of spring break will be good,
oh yea i forgot, WHERE IS SPRING!!!!!!!!? i mean it's still like 50 degrees outside!, i can't wait for the heat, though i like cold, i'm sick of it, n e wayz, byez ppls...
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Hey mi amor, just felt like leavin a note. ive told a million times, I MISS YOU, a trillion that I love you. I figured Id tell u again. :D
Shigady- everyone needs a lil help with finances....TRUST ME...we all know that you like to look at the bebes for free...but we all know HOW much work it is....that's why Dad slides you some $$ CHA CHING $$ on the side. :)...We shall be seein each other soon. ANd by the way...the way I see it is...a little bit of jealousy is NORMAL...just like everything else "Whatever YOU exxagerate is bad for you"-DA NUM HAHAHAH. I know you like that....:)...Don't be so hard on yourself, all of us have bad days...and all of us have to let it out once and awhile, when people really love and care about you they deal with the good, and bad...LOVE YA
I wasn't gonna say anything, but what good of a big sister would I be if I stayed quiet? hehe
1. It's normal to fight- if things stayed "perfect" the whole time, then it would turn to something fake.
2. It's normal to be a LITTLE jelouse- from a girl's point of view. If a guy wasn't at least a little jelouse, I would think he doesn't care at all- it can be flattering, as long as you don't become obessed. (meaning shoot up the other guy with an Ak 47) hehe
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