Tried and Tried....

For a long time now you've been trying so hard to stay here. We've created many options, but none that would be realistic let alone work. Talk about a summer with it's ups and downs, I won't be able to see you for who knows how long. Wow, 7 months and counting, all of them have been from far away... Sometimes I hate change, sometimes I love change, so many things have changed for the better. And it seems this is where the good change will stop for a while. *sigh, I wish there was a way for you to stay here baby, I can't imagine how much I'll miss you when you have to leave. Well i'm a little tired so maybe i'll write more later on, bye for now ppls.