Friday, December 03, 2004

Umm, I kind of ran out of titles...lol

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...Another bloody boring day, except today I actually had soccer practice because the coach of the team said that I can actually try out this year, even though my grades were much less then perfect first quarter. I was supposed talk to my baby tonight, but my dad made me install windows xp into his comp, I came about exactly one minute after you said bye baby, I'm sorry, hopefully you're dreaming about something good right now :)

So here comes the weekend, tomorrow seems to another boring day, and Sunday I have no clue, I might go to my sisters, but I highly doubt it. I made a Christmas list today, and I hope I get at least 75% of the things I asked for, but I usually do.
Things seem to be chilling out between my dad and his GF, to tell you the truth, I want her to move out so badly, but somehow something changed today, and they started talking to each other like nothing happened, WEIRD ASS RELATIONSHIP! I can't believe my dad is still letting her live with us considering all the shit he's found out about her, and what she has done. I don't understand it, I don't care for it one bit, I want her to move out, not only from the house, but from our lives. *sigh, I guess my dad will never learn, I guess he still wants to be with her, so I guess I have to start another year of acting like I enjoy her company (and I do quite a good job I might add ;) )
I started wondering about my little hobby of video games today. I kind of wondered if I play way too much, I dunno, I just hate ignoring my baby everytime I play. I get so concentrated and so into the game that I sometimes don't even talk to her while we play. I don't like the fact that I tend to do that, but it's such a habit not to talk to anyone while I play (oh yea, I'm talking about xbox live, where you can play games online, and speak to everyone playing). But then I see the people that dedicate their lives to video gaming, and I know that I will never be that way, EVER. These people quit their jobs just so they can get their hands on a new video game that comes out, they break up with their GF's just because they feel that they are too distracted from them while they are playing.
blah...blah...blah, I feel so friggin bored right now...maybe I should go outside and run...sike...my ass I am...but I do feel like it...damn it baby I wish you were here with me, then I know for a fact I wouldn't be bored ;)...PEPSI!!...oh shit...I finished it :(...oh wait...RC COLA!!...shit that's gone 2...*sigh...*sigh...fuck...I just noticed something...I have to wake up early tomorrow, BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! waking up early on a friggin saturday *thanks alot dad LOL*...I am no where near tired...maybe I should take some Nyquil for no reason...or just hit my head with a baseball bat...that would do the job...I like typing like this...because it's just cool...you gonna stop me?...HUH?...that's what I thought...*sigh...well the bed looks really good now...but I'm still not tired...maybe I shouldn't have drank that Mountain Dew 2-liter so fast...for once I feel giggly...wow that was gay...never again...giggly is gay...so is this post...so for now peace the fuck out...PEPSI KING!

3 comments:

fallen angel said...

u dont ignore me bebe! hahaha Estas loko! I kinda got mad too. I mean, I think ur dad is wrong in not makin her leave. She will do it again. obviously she wants something else and is treating ur dad bad. the only reason she is staying is b/c of the baby. Cuida ese bebe bien baby, q she could be planning on taking him. A mother would do anything to keep her child. I have a bad feeling baby, no lie. But oh well, life is weird and so is love. Good luck baby. Git er dun! I Love you. Bai baiz.
With Love,
CaRaMeLiToS ;)

fallen angel said...

I LOVE YOU!

fallen angel said...

Another thing u should know bout me, hehe, I know that u would tell me when sumthing is wrong... Just not used to hearing u the way u sounded today. I thought maybe u were tired and needed a nap too. hehe, «I was soooooooooooo hyper too, and then i got soggy like cereal.» hehe. I love yoooooooooooooooouuu!!!! MORE. hahahaha I win, b/c i say so. Te amo baby. Bai baiz
Ur baby for life,
Caramelitos! <3