After your reading your blog, I tried to decide whether writing or just blogging it would be better. I've decided that I'd rather just use regular words to say what I feel.

Ever since I first saw you I've noticed that almost every guy has liked you. I understand what they see in you, if I was another guy I would obviously go for you. You know as well as I do that you have an attraction to guys. I don't understand why it doesn't get to me though, I mean, I still feel this sense of jealousy, but I stop it dead in its tracks. I mean here I am, only seeing you maybe once a month, and these guys get to see you every week.
I've always known you've been a flirt, you always say it yourself, I knew what I was getting myself into when I wanted to date you at first. I expected to hear a story of at least one guy asking you out. I dunno exactly the right thing to say about flirting back, I mean I guess your used to it. You've gone out with me the longest out of your boyfriends. You know, all I ask, is that they don't hurt you, much older men don't give a shit, be CAREFUL baby.
If you ever had a change of heart one day, there would be nothing I could do, no one can control who they like or love. It's scary sometimes to think that one day we might have a change of heart, but life is like that, nothing we can do.
Like I've said before just be smart, use your common sense, men with more experience tend to be more trickier. That's all I can do, is give you words, and it pains me inside, I would love to cuss all those guys out, but I can't, and this is all I can say.
I love you baby, I just want you to know that. I know you wouldn't cheat on me so don't feel like rotten when you talk to them...that's all I can say for now, at least that's all I can think of...