Friday The 13th

Well here is another late night again. I swear I was about to write another chapter in my story, but for some reason I can't seem to focus on the damn thing. I know its going to be a great story, but the problem for me is finishing it considering i got this damn ADD from hell, LOL. And not only that, I've got another story thats been stuck in my head for quite awhile, and i'm anxious to start on it, yet at the same time I don't have the time or focus to write or finish either one of them.
SO, what does that mean??? IT means, I"M SCREWED! haha, j/k, it means i'll finish Heart eventually, and to anybody who has been reading my story, i recommend you read the entire story again to rekindle your interest. Just try not to bore yourself by reading the same damn chapter over and over again.

So what's up with my life? well for one, school is almost over. well for me, normal school, then it's off to summer school, BLAH. I had an actual fight with my spanish teacher today, err yesterday. and my legs WERE sore, from all this excessive excersise i've been doing this whole week, but now i feel like brand new.

I also haven't been writing lately, poems, stories, blogging, just really nothing at all. Maybe it's because the poems i write sound kind of repetitive to me, because nothing has really changed that dramatically in the past few months, my life is pretty calm as of now, all i really do now is just either chill out with my friends or wait for my dad to come home, and i've already written a poem about such things, and to me, I hate repeating myself. And to top it all off, I don't even have dreams that i remember anymore, last dream i had was about 2 months ago.
Now my life isn't boring, it's just pretty much the same thing almost everyday. then again, i could actually write about something like that.

n e wayz, i do know i have scattered thoughts sometimes, thoughts that never really assemble with my thinking patterns, they just seem to jump in whenever they feel like. my scattered thoughts only make sense to me when i'm in a certain thinking mood, when my mind is really thinking about things around me, things i've seen, or maybe it'll be memories.

One thing i do notice, it's Friday, May 13th, 2005. Now May has never been good to me, and so far it's doing a good job of winning the crappiest month award once again. And then again, I've enjoyed this month at certain times, so we'll see what happens.
Time for me to go to bed, nite ppls.