My world of joy

I filter out every word I hear, every movement I see, the voices only echo in my mind, and I go into deep thought. I think only of you, and forget about the work in front of me. I go back in reality time to time, but in the time I think, the only images I see are you. I put my head down and dwell in my own world, my world consists of just you and me, that world is thriving ever so greatly in my mind. My laughs and my smiles hide what I think about inside, they hide my feelings and thoughts so well, so I love them for that. Those who try to snap me out of my world will never know what I think, they don't care, and neither do I. All I care about is you, and how you cloud my mind so sweetly, you're the best distraction my mind has encountered. Usually my mind thinks of distractions as being a problem, but you're a joy to think of. The more I see you in my world, the more I long to stay in it, and I want it to be a reality. Every part of my body aches for your prescence next to me, I crave your eyes, I crave your kisses, your touch, all of these feelings come down at me at once, almost like pouring rain. But I forsee to thold you soon, even then I will love you more, as always. For now I am forced to hide them once again, I am forced to hold the feelings inside, and try not to let it show. So now I push all the thoughts back in, and wait to hear from you again.