Shigady

Well here I am now, thinking once again. So many things to think about yet so little time and such a limited amount of words I can put down. Always first in my mind is my baby. All day I can only think about her, and nothing else. Then I think about my family, so much has changed. Then I think about my school, the work gets harder.
Today I picked up a packet about careers, looking at all the careers I just couldn't choose one that I wanted to stick with. I ask myself how I'm supposed to decide so quickly if I like so many careers. So I sit here, thinking about what I want to do with my life and so many things come to mind, and to think that I must choose one is nuts. Anyways, enough about careers.
School is only ok at the moment, sure I got many friends, and sure I got some great teachers, but I just can't seem to like it. Every damn day I force myself to go to school, what the hell is the point I think to myself sometimes. But I know that not giving up will help me in the long run, all I have to do is put up with this crap for a couple more years and I'm set.
Even though I have so many thoughts running at once in my mind right now, all I can think about is my baby. I'm so happy because of her, everything seems to be so perfect with her next to me. No other girl can compare to her, every part of her is so special, and no one else has touched my heart like she has. So many fucking mistakes I've made in the past, but who hasn't? I've learned alot, I've become stronger each time, and finally I've found what I've been looking for. No use telling anybody else how much I love her, no one will take me seriously, so I just keep to myself with my feelings. Well for now I'm going to "sort out" my thoughts, so until tomorrow, good bye.