Monday *again*

Thank god this week I have a short week. Today I basically fell asleep in every class, I felt so tired for some reason, maybe I'm just tired of life. Switching back and forth in moods each day, dealing with my families issues at the moment and then feeling the joy of talking to my girl. It's tiring sometimes. Recently I've been day dreaming a lot more than usual. But at least it's easy to snap myself out of it, but sometimes I want to stay in my day dreams.
My dad looks awfully sad today, today he was just staring at me for a minute, I asked what's wrong, and he said nothing. I think my mother called him today, I know she still loves him, and even though he doesn't say so, I know he does too. The woman he's with right now seems to be cheating on him, she just keeps talking to this piece of shit online, I won't release his name but I know his screen name. If she plays around with this family, she'll have a lot of shit to deal with, no one messes with my family, I'm gonna send her straight to hell. But all I can do now, is smile at her, and act like nothing is happening, for now I have to be blind as the what's going on for the sake of happiness in the family. I know the rest of the family doesn't want to hear about it, so all I can do is keep my mouth shut. So many times I feel like punching that woman's face to get rid of that stupid smirk she gives me when I catch her talking to that asshole online. But I always restrain myself.
Well at least Thanksgiving is coming up, I know for a fact I have to keep the peace until then. The whole family is going to the Thanksgiving dinner, which means like 35 ppl and friends are gonna be there. And my sister is coming down from NY to spend the weekend with us. So all I have to do is wait for Thursday, and enjoy the short school week.